A Cut to the Present
Its
11:32 AM, of the aforementioned date. Am so busy now with life, with office and
tuitions and everything.
Yeah
finally... got lots and lots of time to reflect. Things happened with me, I got
carried away with the attention / affection (by whatever name called) I got
from someone. In my stupid bloody crappy idea of selfless living I gave more
priority to someone else's heart n NOT mine.. that was a mistake. I mean thik
hai but not done ya, saala meri bhi to life hai!
Koi
nahi, no regrets. I learnt there r all types of ppl..... I learnt
there r all types of families, with deep pockets and shallow minds. However, I
learnt I CAN DO what I want. I realized tht Chocs was, is and will always b
there as a very gud frnd.. She is the one to called an angel coz of her deeds,
n not those who keep "angels" as their display names...
And
I learnt something else too ........ ur family is alwys there to help u out,
and to giv u the greatest possible benefit..... n haan i learnt there IS
SOMETHING CALLED MIRACLE TOO... THERE ACTUALLY EXISTS A PERSON CALLED GOD AND
THAT THE INDIAN METHOD OF RASHIS AND EVERYTHIN IS TOOO GUD ! PERFECT!!!!!! I
must study this in detail!
Met
her last week, [actually met her on 4th April as well as on 6th August too] and
I noticed lots of changes ... I may b day dreaming but i gues........... :)
After these visits, why did our common friend call me on messenger specifically
just to tell me to wear lenses instead of glasses? HOW does she kno???? :O
Caught
ya! Again!!
While
on a chat with our common friend:
Me: bas I
don want her to get married wth someone who doesnt deserve her, kisi se
bhi ho bt banda thik se rakhe... n treat her lik a queen, thts all I
want ya
Friend: 😊
M: hamara
kya hai..... apne liye earn karenge n wil spend on
myself
F:
u dun wanna get married wit someone else den?
M:
pata ni, I donno actually, kehte hain hum pyaar ek hi baar karte hain,
shayad yahi tha mera pehla nasha! Jo ye na ho, to phir koi, na josh hai na
umang hai!
F:
dun say al dis
M:
I shudn't but u kno its the damn truth
F:
arre ya life jus moves on
M:
hmmm......
F:
things wil work
M:
hopefully, bt i wud b in touch with her til m sure tht the guy is gud
enuf, uske baad i wud just get away from her life... kyun
bechari ko trouble karu!
Am I really this senti? or is this Chocolate's "I mite get married
pretty soon" wali DHAMKI(?) ???? jealousy? being a goody gud boy? wht was
that?
I
dunno!
And
m NOT crying!!!
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