MY
birthday...20yrs of life completed...soon...the nite b4...happy n
chilled...thinkin abt my future n past n life as a whole..up till
11.45pm...then slept fr a few minutes in a wet shirt, not coz of perspiration,
but in anticipation.....woke up at 12.15 or so...thnked God fr whtever i
have....4 new msg..Charun's wishes....and Chocolate's wishes condensed in 3
mesg.......though i wanted to, i never expected this idiot to
remember.......replied her wid "aap jaise frnds ka sath rahe
bas"....thn olly's msg n her wishes..so lovely n so sweet... .thn
others..... so many of them... a friend's call at 2am...???2am? ....messagin
till 3am with other friends....thn morning mein the gift of a Nokia 7610.....n
sooooooooooooo many cals n sms..and Arora's calls...she tried thrice...kuch to
pukka hai yaar ismein a bit pushy types...maybe flirt?? y? just coz she is TOO
GUD TO B TRUE? maybe sm gud ppl do exist.. I gues I m clingin to Chocolate only
fr the simple reason am afraid to b hurt again n iska to pata hi hai kabhi
apni setting nahi hogi toh I wil never propose. Makes sense...Still yaar
when Arora called in morning, kuch tha... maybe m overconfident of
myself....hey Chocolate ki cal... talked fr lik 10mins n dono flirt maar rahe
the basically... hai na? Mr God.. pls yaar do smthin...aisa nahi ho
sakta kya ki ye apne aap kuch bol de so m free or committed to her?...
HAPPY WEEK I GUESS... SKOOL DAYS R BAK AGAIN!
I met my school friends at M2K, loved the
ambience of the place. They commented many times, that I was not the same guy
from school, Gola commented many times of the secret behind the glow on my face
(???). That's the glow of a guy screwing himself, balancing two tough courses,
and a tougher life, together. The glow of someone who asked the divinity above
for a royal screw (investment now), for future. The glow of the guy
understanding time value of everything! I loved the vibes so much, I would come
here again when I am in a stable relationship with someone. Then us friends
decided to oblige our school and visit it soon. Wowwwwwwwwwww went to the skool...my teachers are so wonderful abhi tak they remember me...n still
have so much affection...sply RSD ma''am... I went to visit my last classroom,
XII-I, the cream section. Saw and met Alka ma''am. Also met Mrs. Roman, yes,
our Maths teacher.
Quickly, and as expected, I went past
XII-F, the section where one of my life's earliest crushes used to hang-out.
Felt a chill in my spine, like the memories of the past bombarded back, could
feel Chocolate in her casual attitude roaming around that corridor, like the
first day I saw her. With spectacles. With the open blazer. With the casual air
around her. With the faint aquatic-spicy aroma. With that chilled-out vibe. I
could hear a song in the distance.
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise
baal. Ek tu hi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sab kangaal.
I texted her. She was upset I didn’t invite her to the school. Like was this supposed to be a place to date? Dude, you had your college! And you were so far! But anyways, that’s she for you! Again, being upset for me, yet hinting for taking her to school. Damn, I hate being in a limbo!
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